NEWS
HUIXIN LAW ON BEING MALAYSIA’S 1ST FAB FOUR COMMENDATION WINNER

Earlier this year, Huixin Law won a Commendation for her short film called, “Bird on a Wire”.

 

Law works at Reservoir World Sdn Bhd in Kuala Lumpur and took part in ADFEST’s 2018 Fabulous Four program for up-and-coming directors, which is now called our Fabulous Five program. We caught up with her to find out what she’s been up to since then.

 

You are the first Malaysian female to win the Fabulous Four Commendation at ADFEST 2018. How did it feel to win?

ADFEST 2018 has provided me with the opportunity to showcase the passion that I have for filmmaking. It is truly an honour that my script was selected for the Fabulous Four program and to represent Malaysia. I’m also sincerely grateful to win the Commendation award.

 

The result would not be the same without the tremendous support from Reservoir Production, which I am forever thankful for. Hats off to everyone who gave their best efforts in the project.

 

It is very humbling to be recognised as the first Malaysian female to win the Fabulous Four Commendation at ADFEST 2018 because it reminded me that it is achieved with hard work and perseverance. That said, the passion and drive for filmmaking aren’t determined by gender. I hope that this will empower aspiring female filmmakers to also give their best!

 

‘Bird on a wire’ is beautiful both in terms of its production quality and the stories of the women it features. Can you explain how you had the idea for this script?

Thank you for your kind words about ‘Bird on a wire’. The main character of this film is simply a reflection of how I view myself when it comes to social interactions — painfully shy and more than often I find it difficult to express myself. As for the tattoo artist, she is a fictional hero and a bipolar character that keeps the protagonist sane, who is also inspired by my mother.

 

My mother lost her first child, who was my eldest brother. Deep down, she has still not overcome the loss of her firstborn. Thus, the tattoo artist is a projection of a fantasy of how I would like my mum to be — a tough and strong woman.

 

When I find myself trapped by negative emotions with no way of dealing with it, I find it therapeutic to write random sentences, songs, journal entries and short stories. Thus, when I saw the theme ‘Transform’ it just made sense for me to ‘transform’ these negative feelings into strength. The script idea is a combination of both fact and fiction inspired from my lived experiences.

 

What were the main challenges of directing ‘Bird on a wire’ – I think you only had around six weeks?

The main challenge I had was with the budget and time constraint. We were chased out from the tattoo parlour even though there were scenes left to cover. Lucky enough, the crews were supportive to help make it possible. We went to one of the crew’s house (Mr. Hadi Hamid) and created a mock up of the space to film the remaining scenes. 

 

Juggling the roles of scriptwriter, director and editor blindfolded me from what serves the story best. There were moments where I was biased and wanted to include everything in the edit even if some scenes were unnecessary because I was too attached to my script and story. When this happened, I learned that it was important to receive constructive comments from a fresh eye. It helped me to see the film from a different perspective. 

 

I also had many self-doubts throughout the process. The questions swirled in my head: Am I doing it right? Is this good enough? How do I make it more interesting? Is this realistic? When in doubt, it’s good to seek advice from someone more experienced, but at the end of the day, I have to make the judgement call and decision.

 

What did you learn from the experience of being a Fabulous Four?

I am currently working as Production Assistant. Sometimes, my role shifts to a line producer / translator / casting / location manager / facility / lyricist / art assistant.

 

Nevertheless, the whole Fabulous Four experience has given me confidence by acknowledging my talent and creativity. Being able to present the short film with different creatives coming from different countries is definitely an eye-opening experience.

 

You held a private screening of ‘Bird on a wire’ in Kuala Lumpur after ADFEST – how did the audience respond?

The audience enjoyed the film thoroughly. One of the best responses was that the students who attended the screening were curious to know the ways to join or break into the industry — whether as an actor, filmmaker and etc. It’s great that ‘Bird on a wire’ was able to spark curiosity and creativity among the younger minds.

 

Malaysia has some amazing female creatives, including the late Yasmin Ahmad. Do you have any strong female mentors who inspire you?

Yasmin Ahmad was (and still is) truly a Malaysian pride. She captured the essence of unity through her work. Her storytelling is subtle yet impactful. Ten years have passed since her passing and her film, Sepet, is still playing in my head.

 

However, no, I don’t have any female mentors but I do have two amazing mentors, Quek Shio Chuan and Ismail Kamarul.

 

What is the creative scene like in Kuala Lumpur – how does the city inspire your work?

In my opinion, the creative vibe in Kuala Lumpur is quite conservative. We have a strict film censorship board and scenes that contain vulgar words, alcoholic drinks and/or obscenity have to be removed.

 

This is seen as a challenge for content creators (and filmmakers) to be more considerate and innovative when generating content for the mass audience as Malaysia, and especially Kuala Lumpur embraces multiculturalism and mutual respect for the different races and religions. It’s worth checking out this campaign, which takes humorous approach to explaining Malaysian TV censorship, filmed back in 2003.

 

If you notice there was this line inserted in ‘Bird on a wire’ on the radio news: “Rape victims can have a good life if they marry their rapists”. This sentence wasn’t made up. It is a real quote from a real person. When I first heard this, I was really angered by what I heard and I knew that I had to pen it down in the script. This is how the city inspired my work. Kuala Lumpur has a high crime rate and I feel obligated to do something about it not just as a filmmaker but also as a citizen who hopes for a better future for my home country.

 

If you would like to read more about the news, here is the article.

 

Where would you like to be in five years from now?

In five years’ time, I hope to write and direct my first feature film that can affect a change of perspective or worldview among Malaysians to be more accepting in terms of matters such as LGBT, migrant workers, etc.

 

Even if my film is labelled controversial, it doesn’t matter to me as long as it creates dialogue between people. I hope that my contribution to the film industry will revive the golden years in Malaysian cinema (e.g. P Ramlee, Yasmin Ahmad).

 

What inspired you to become a director and how did you get your first big break?

I was kind of clueless after I graduated from the University. There were a number of things that I found myself interested in but I was unsure which path to follow.

 

“Why not filmmaking? It is a combination of the things that I like: storytelling, visuals, music…” This question simply popped in my head and that was how I started working at Reservoir World. I was lucky to be given a chance and work closely with directors Quek Shio Chuan and Ismail Kamarul when I first joined the company. They heavily involved me in brainstorming sessions and I truly enjoyed it. That was how I got inspired to become a director.

 

However, I was shy to tell people that I wanted to become a director. The thought of being ridiculed over such an ambitious goal with my lack of experience held me back from manifesting my wish to direct. Although I was repeatedly questioned about my goal in filmmaking, I still did not make my thoughts known. Since it was something really precious to me, I wanted to address it through actions more than words. And so, I joined the Fabulous Four program at ADFEST 2018 and gained my first breakthrough.

 

* ADFEST is now seeking entries to Fabulous Five 2019. Simply write a 5-minute film script inspired by the theme of ADFEST 2019, “TMRRW.TDAY”. To be eligible, directors must have less than two years’ experience. The deadline for script submissions is Friday 4th January.


17 December, 2018